Lately, I have been feeling a bit defeated. Most of my projects haven’t been going well. I haven’t been blogging or writing nearly as much. However, I have been drawing more & improving in that area.
I feel a lack of motivation in all areas. The goFundMe page for the non-profit hasn’t made a dollar since day one. I am going to have to figure out another way to bring this dream to life.
In result I am nervous about publishing my book, which I have been neglecting as well. There’s always that self doubt of “what if no one likes it?” I know it’s shouldn’t matter but it does & that is unlike me.
On top of which I feel as though I am being tested in all aspects of life. Love, money, patience, friendships… I’m sure there is a lesson in this, I just need to find it.